Friday, 1 February 2008

Now What ?


Today was the first day off treatment......I have been feeling so sleepy today.....went to Highgate Woods with the dogs; it was a beautiful clear day. Not sure if I expected any difference in the way I'd feel, but I only felt a bit flat, and a little worried that my "side effects" might stay with me for good.....the tiredness, the crazy eyesight, the wobblyness and dizzyness....please go away !!!!

This morning I thought: Oooooh I dont have to have anything to eat coz I dont need to take Ribavirin ' with food '........ but I do need to eat!!

That seemed to me the purpose of eating these last 48 weeks......in order to get those Ribas down me safely with food that had a "good fat content for even better absorption".....

Does this mean I'm going to stop eating altogether, and finally lose the 8 kg I've needed to lose all these weeks.......Most people lose weight on treatment.....I seem to have slightly gained fat, whilst also losing muscle mass and a hell of a lot of hair off of my head!!

My treatment is over.............!!!!!!

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